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#002 WHEN I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING

WHEN I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING


When ever I (Irrelevant Penman) wander about anything I google it.Google have answers  to each and every problem either it be physical , mental , spiritual , emotional , economical.........

But do google have answer to the problems of your life?

Waking till midnight brings a lot of questions about the existence, being alone brings a lot of query about life .Is my life going right ? Am I living it ? Am I going in the right direction ? Are my thoughts , decision and actions are really applicable for long run ? And  should I live..........

Dark night brings the darkest thought in the penman's mind.

With the darkest question the darkest answer arises and at the corner of the mind penman knew that it is not the real answer he/she should have answered at any part of time but the darkness overpower in the midnight both inside and the outside .

Penman think to call for assistance to his/her family member to express all the emotions in front of them but he/she couldn't , he/she never did so earlier ,he/she never ever spilled even a drop of his/her inner emotion in front of them (and according to penman now its too late for it ).

Penman wanted to flood his/her emotions to the only loved one he/she have in his/her life but no penman couldn't do that to because the only loved one penman have is now not his/her anymore (this only he/she want to say about the loved one ).

So penman talks to  no one in the end and the midnight darkness is overpowering him/her second by second , putting more darker and negative thought about all the aspect of life . Penman started to find new new reason to be sad second by second .

Give time and let time play its role 

Penman sat and started to write all the negative evil thoughts with the darkest ink he/she had . As he/she wrote it down darkness of the ink on paper equivalently decreases the darkness inside , positivity arising inside forced penman to pour more negative thought from inside on the paper . By the end of the practice penman raise his/her head and found the darkness inside his/her soul as well as in the sky is overpowered by the light .the paper sheets imaging him/her in the darkest ink by himself/herself is now reflecting the inner brightness .

Thank you ink

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